Lila (Or the Sentencing of the butcher of Mindoro)

Posted in Politics, Uncategorized with tags , , , , , on August 28, 2009 by ravenguerrero

I would have wanted

To watch her grow

Feel the lengthening of her fingers,

the fortification of her heart.

Bless us,

With her first thrill,

Her first kiss.

Bless us,

 with her first ache,

And the anger

That shall consume

the very heavens.

You Monsters.

You  vultures.

You have watered the farmlands

With blood.

Shameless.

Not one of you

Will ever have her worth.

Dogs,

Vultures,

of the greedy.

I would have wanted

To watch her film made

A  life

More captivating

than the tinsel of Manila.

Daughter of mud,

More pure

Than the clouds

that gather

On the peaks of Apo.

You monsters.

Fool not yourselves,

Fool not your children.

There is no honor

In the name

Executioner.

Repent,  vulture.

It is your heart

That bears the nightmare

Of your works.

Now that it knows no sorrow,

At last,

your soul

Has become

Forfeit.

 Listen, dog,

It was she who died but you who failed.

She was the scent

Of a thousand roses

The clarity

Of a hundred sunsets

And you?

You, vulture.

You weigh nothing more than tin medals and a wasted life.

Not one will cry

On your passing

On your wake

None shall come

But your fellow dogs.

And you shall leave no mark

Except your name,

Most Shameful,

Executioner.

Lila (O ang Pagkasakdal ng berdugo ng Mindoro)

Posted in Angst, Politics with tags , , , , , on July 13, 2009 by ravenguerrero

Gusto ko sanang

Mapanood ang iyong paglaki.

Ang paghaba ng iyong mga daliri’t,

Pagtatag ng damdamin.

Biyayaan mo kami

Ng ‘yong unang unang kilig

Ng ‘yong unang halik.

Biyayaan mo kami ng ‘yong unang hikbi

At galit

Na lalamon

Sa buong himpapawid.

Mga walanghiya kayo.

Kayong mga buwitre

May dugo sa kabukiran

At kayo ang nag-dilig.

Mga walanghiya kayo.

Bawat isa sa inyo’y

‘di n’ya katumbas

Mga aso

Mga buwitre

Ng gahaman.

Gusto ko sanang

Mapanood ang ‘yong pelikula

Ang ‘yong buhay

Na dadaig

Sa lahat

Ng teleserye ng Maynila.

Walang artistang

Gaganda pa sa’yo

Anak ng putik

Na mas busilak

Pa sa ulap

Sa tuktok ng apo.

Mga walanghiya kayo.

‘wag n’yong lokohin

Ang mga sarili n’yo’t supling

Hindi karangalan

Ang mabansagang

Berdugo

Manghinayang ka, buwitre,

Ang ‘yong puso ang nagdadala

Ng mga bangungot ng ‘yong mga gawa

Kapag ika’y ‘di na lumuluha

Alam mong

sanla na rin ang ‘yong kaluluwa

Makinig ka, aso,

S’ya ang lumipas ngunit ikaw ang nagapi

S’ya’y halimuyak

Ng isang libong rosas

Liwanag

Ng daang-daang pagsikat

At ikaw,

Ikaw, buwitre,

Ay ‘sing bigat lamang

Ng ‘yong tansong palamuti’t sinayang na buhay

Walang luluha

Sa’yong pagpanaw

Kapwa mo aso

Lang ang dadalaw

At wala kang iiwang tanda

Kundi ang ‘yong bansag

Kahiya-hiya,

berdugo.

Axioms V2.0

Posted in Angst, Far out on July 8, 2009 by ravenguerrero

Allow me to speak to you.
I love you.
Let this be the basis of our conversation.
You are a Cat and I am a Raven.
Inside my center is a swirl
it rotates and gyrates
it is a galaxy.
I apologize for my earlier ignorance
we do not have infinities
no we don’t
we do not have infinities in the sense that we do not have borders we have borders
there’s me
there’s you
hence you are not me and I am not you
remember: you are a cat, and I am a Raven
what we have
inside
are galaxies.
allow me to elaborate a galaxy is huge is great is powerful is divine it encompasses trillions
of trillions and one divided by same
and reduced and condensed
and yes! like milk slowed down, necessarily sweetened so are you.
you, tragic creature.
though impossibly vast and improbably small you are not boundless;
your odds are bad but they are there but they are bad nonetheless.
and this is why, you are a cat and I am a Raven.
You sit on the windowsill and I sit on the branch and I watch you and you watch me
and all probabilities of the world dictates
we are the same
and yet we are not
you are on the sill godamnit!
and I?
I
am on a branch.
I love you.
Let this be the basis of our conversation.
Though you thought
I made this for you
so perfectly for you
I made eclipses the color of your eyes
Though it is about you, it does not mean it is you.
Though it is you it does not mean it is about you.
all I wish
is you understand
that a bowl of warm milk
is a piece of rotting flesh
remember: you are a Cat, I am a Raven

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